I almost 30 yo, and.....

  I found that no other thing is more important than relationship either to God or to others. Somehow I learned also, that as person I am easily to be trapped in human desire, money, wealthiness changes me from human being to human having even though i realized I wouldn't bring anything If God calls me. I learned that don't ever hold something to tight, it would hurt you so much if it is taken from you, and in fact there is no assurance for us to have them forever.

  I learned all are given by God, its not because you are eligible to receive but it's because of His grace. You don't need to do anything to earn His love so why do as person you try so hard to catch other's pleasure.
I learned that, everything is easier when you open your heart for everything, it could be a situation, a person, a job, and even a bitter experience. Life is moving, it won't be static in one place. Beside, why so worry? God has designed everything. What i need is just to be patient.
Sometime we need to wait, some time we have to catch up, sometime we just need to be in silent. How do you know what to do, is by getting close to God and He'll show you the way. Never postpone something good. If you want to give, let it be given, if you want to forgive then forgive don't delay it because you would've never known when is the last time of a human including your self. Life is too short to be spoiled by collecting something not eternal. Be wise!